>Sometimes, I wonder if, in anticipation of things to come, we do not waste away the perfectly potentially wonderful moment that we are inhabiting. I find myself completely guilty of this mistake almost on a daily basis. Whether a symptom of having been taught to think on a higher level or whether a symptom of a brain chemical mis-fire, I am committing today to myself to not waste my time or God’s time anymore by wondering. I am going to do and make happen. Of course, I have no idea what it is that I am supposed to do or what it is that I am supposed to make happen, but I am at the very least promising to not clog up the messageways with my own intentions.

I pause to see if I feel any differently. I am certain that I will feel a burden being lifted fairly immediately. I am taking off my engineer’s cap and no longer driving this train. Being, by nature, a more reflective person, perhaps the caboose is more my speed.